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Thursday, February 28th, 2002
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9:27 am
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adam, thanks for cheering me up. ;.; <3
can you fly out here next weekend? That would rock. I'd get you really stoned if you wanted too. And we could trip. if you want though.
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| Wednesday, February 20th, 2002
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3:47 pm
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| Monday, February 18th, 2002
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11:50 am
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hmm. my life lately? sittin in my room, listenin to music while being stoned. it's not that bad though. Ive been kinda confused lately also but I think I got a good majority of that all worked out. We'll see.
anywho. my brother's getting me a dime right now. yay! and Im going to try and make myself a hi-lighter pen. as soon as I find a way to prevent my mom from coming into my room in the process. hrm!
I need to find a nice hill to go boarding down. with my skatedeck I super-glued an old pair of shoes to. it's so cool@@@#(@# :D! but yeah. my bro just got here with my dime so Imma go. lata.
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| Saturday, February 16th, 2002
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11:39 am - mmmm
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alright, this is THE absolute best way to make pot brownies, but it takes some time... alright, get yourself an 8th of the dankest shit you can afford (if you're using shwag get yourself a .5oz) Measure out the oil called for in the brownie mix, pour it in a glass jar, take out seeds/stems and chop the weed as finely as you can and put it in the oil) boil water on the stove and put the jar with the oil in it in the boiling water (DO NOT POUR THE OIL INTO THE WATER, put the whole jar w/ the oil in it in the boiling water) boil for 1 hour, (this releases the THC into the oil and keeps the weed from burning) after it has boiled for an hour, follow the brownie directions on the box using the oil with the weed in it (repeat, leave the weed in the oil) enjoy!
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| Wednesday, February 13th, 2002
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4:57 pm
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.. LOL
HoRnDaWg619: im horny and my gf is in encinitas
HoRnDaWg619: :-(
pIasmid: lol.
pIasmid: Im sorry.
pIasmid: Im horny and my girlfriend is in Mississippi. :(
HoRnDaWg619: ya thats a bitch
HoRnDaWg619: you got me beat
HoRnDaWg619: lol
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| Sunday, February 3rd, 2002
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3:16 pm
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... why do random people try and fuck over the relationship I'm in? I mean, god damn. I love britt, and no outside entity is going to fuck with that. <3
On another note, the thing in my joint in my finger came back. I need to go to the doctor but don't want to... fah...
Planning day tomorrow... that's good... I think Crystal and Eddie would make a cute couple.. ;] *hint@crystal*But I'm out for now.
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9:45 am
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| Saturday, February 2nd, 2002
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6:17 pm
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new user pic. fah. I want to upload more, but LJ sucks more dick than kate. cough. just kidding kate.
current mood:  drained
current music: jlo ja rule im real remix
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| Thursday, January 31st, 2002
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4:25 pm
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hmmm. came online, britt wasnt on, i talked to my brother, we smoked some resin, it was pretty gross but still worth it... then we went to the canyon, got the little bit of p-91 i stashed there, and i smoked that out in his car... and now im home again.
i NEED to start working on my comic book. so far all i have done is like, a bit of the character designs. gah, save me ;.;
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3:53 pm
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catherine + me + E = this weekend. SCORE. I'm gunna roll.
Today Kate and Catherine stopped by at lunch... I took some pics with my digicam... and they turned out funny. ;]
and then I talked to Eddie in science... and people keep telling me to make him eat lunch with us... which I might.. blah.
and then me crystal and kirsten had this funny conversation about a certain email. ahaha.
wheee.
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: i need to p
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| Wednesday, January 30th, 2002
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7:49 pm
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5:57 am
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| Monday, January 28th, 2002
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10:29 pm - faaa
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49p Hmmm. I hate my new schedule. But that is life.
And I hate how my mom tells every aspect of my life to anyone who's capable of remotely listening to her for a minute.
And I hate when get depressed for no reason for a while.
BUT... what I do like... is how Britt is there for me to listen, and just talk. You know? It's like... my day can be going soooo shitty, but just talking to her can make everything better. And it's the most crazy, wonderful, feeling... when a single person can just lift away your troubles like that. wow. <3.
Anywho... :) now that I'm in a better mood, I'm going to head off to bed. byebye.
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7:45 pm
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sometimes... I really fucking hate some people. gah. I swear. I want to cry right now. And what am I supposed to do?
Im going to hold it in.
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4:00 pm
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new semester today. new kids in my class suck. the end.
mr. steinbock looks like a nazi. it's crazyyyy.
I feel like Ive lost my life. like its weird. lately, Ive just been sitting in the house, waiting for something. maybe waiting for when Im older? hell if I know. ALl I *DO* know is that Im goingto keep waiting for whatever Im waiting for.
I think my falling grades are a product of me subliminally trying to get revenge at my mom. because she said the reason she was never there for me and the reason she favored my brother was because she assumed I was "smart enough to make my own decisions." wtf? you can't expect a fucking pre-teen to make her own decisions. and fah. I dunno. fuck it.
la la la my left foot is cold as hell.
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| Sunday, January 27th, 2002
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8:07 pm
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this morning I went to Petco and Target. At Target I got some makeup and pads. And I saw Mr. Kastan [history teacher] ther. rofl. I saw him lookin at ps2 games also. I was gunna go over to the area and strut my vintage gaming knowledge around, but didn't. faaa.
then I got home, and kate stopped by to drop off a sweater, and I took pics of her trying to light her cig. And then she told me how Wendy caused a big commotion in the mall the other day 'cause some dudes were calling her a lesbian and shes like "YEAH YEAH. iM A FUCKING LESBIAN. GET OVER IT. IM A FUCKING BISEXUAL." blah blah. rofl. I was like wtf she's bi? I didnt know dat. I think my mom and brother heard that... they probably know Im bi by now, but I dont give a shit. *shrug*
we went to the mall. I smoked a cig. It was okay. we picked up wendy. went to get her a shirt for her work. came home. I was very quiet today. yes'm.
came homeeee... did nothing? I dont remember. took pics. talked to britt finally!)_@@## <33
now my kitty is laying on my pillow. :o
and yeah. Im out for now.
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| Saturday, January 26th, 2002
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10:33 pm
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my day: got stoned in the canyon, went to park, fell asleep, pulled muscle in back, got massive headache, came online, made new desktop background. for the longer version, see my deadjournal.
peace.
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| Friday, January 25th, 2002
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11:57 pm - bored.
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Name: Melissa
Age: 16
Gender: female
Location: san diego, cali. :)
Nicknames: missy, miss, missa, miss meliss, shorty, jesus, x, woman, 'the chick who draws well', little girl
Love Life/Friends......Oo0o0o0oOoO0
Are you currently in a relationship? yes
If so.....
with who? britt. <3
hows it going? it's going very well since we worked things out.
describe ur sweetheart in 5 words... sexy. adorable. smart. nice. tall. <3
how far have u gone? ever? huh? that was a vague question
how long have u been together? well, since october 18s.. then we broke up... and got back together january ...17. whoa. *good with dates*
what would u do for him/her? I'd give my life for her. seriously.
If not...(for everbody)
why? why what?
whats ur longest relationship been? like.. a year. in 3rd grade rofl
whats the farthest u've been? making out naked n yeah
are u a virgin? yes
whats ur ideal date? I really really wanna go walk on the shores of the beach.
ever cheated? yeah ;X in 8th grade
ever been cheated on? not that I know of
ever dumped a guy/gurl for no reason? yup
ever gone out wiht someone to get closer to there friends? nope.
NOW YOUR FRIENDS.....
who...
is the best? crystal katie and kelly probably? gah I hate sorting through my friends. and britt of course. she can go in this category too, right?
have u known the longest? kate
is always there for you? crystal
is a real back stabber? colleen ;X
is crayzee and wild? catherine. rofl.
is quiet? Ian.
have u ever had a thing for? haaa.
well go to the moon and back for you? hell if I know
Favorites ***********)
drink? Dr. Pepper
color? blue black silver and pink
food? cereal
store? macy*s, sun diego, charlotte ruuse, soulgrind
brand? roxy? maybe... birdhouse... planet earth, billabong,
band? sublime, linkin park
singer? r. kelly
music type? lots.
thing in someone u like? gah! I dont know... its hard because I dont *try* and like people. I wait for feelings to come to me.
web page? hell, I dunno.
saying? bite me
quote? "Next time they give you that civic bullshit about voting, keep in mind Hitler was elected in a full, free, democratic election." --George Carlin
place too chill? the park.
sport? gymnastics. racquetball. basketball.
game? Monopoly.
movie? Jerry Maguire. Land Before Time. Princess Mononoke.
tv show? friends, dog, dbz on international channel, lodoss tou senki [does that count?], johnny bravo, southpark, space ghost, most of adult swim
song? I Wish- R. Kelly
slow/love song? ^. does that work?
clothing item? probably my red roxy sweater... hrm
thing about urself? I dont know. I'm fairly content with myself but I do not know what I excel at exactly. Perhaps I like the fact that my mind works extremely fast and I havent come across many things I'm "bad" at.
animal? lynx. cougar. toucan. cockatoo. maine coon.
CD? tp-2.com, hybrid theory, sublime
book? animal farm was good. antigone; although, that's a play.
Random Questions?
Do you belive in god? yes
How about ghosts? that's debatable
Do u liek people who take there clothing off for money? not exactly.
Describe yourslef in 5 words? short. unpredictable. overly emotional. dramatic. tiiiiired.
Whats ur best feature? dunno. you tell me.
what drives u crayzee? people chomping their teeth together and it makes that noise that I can't stand. I'd like to pop the bastard in the face
are u wild? sometimes. usually when Im stoned or high or with the right people.
do u have a job?
are u lazy? yeah ;/
what do u look like? a lot of people say CHRISTINA RICCI >/
who do people say u remind them of? ^
ever met anyone famous? no.
wheres the farthest u've travelled? forida.
ever been drunk/high? yeah
off what? alcohol and weed. duh.
how did u feel? nice like ice.
ever been skinny dipping? yeah. at kate's house.
do u liek too party? not really.
what cant u live wihtout? lots of things. my friends. my girl. more.
do u like school? no, but I dont hate it as most as many.
are u good in it? when I want to be.
do u have a fucking swearing problem? ohhhohoo yes.
do u belive in love at first site? no. it's lust at first site.
how do u act aroudn people u dont no? observant and quiet.
are u easily embarrassed? depends.
any talents? yup.
are u powerful? Id say so.
are u a vegitarian? no :/
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7:58 pm
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I'm eating a popsicle. I haven't had a popsicle in forever. wow.
note to self: popsicles are still tasty.
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10:57 am - My life is like a movie....
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... and you keep wondering what's gunna happen next. I just woke up to my brother starting his laundry, in which he forgot to close the door. I proceeded to scream until he remembered to come back and shut it. Of course, by now I know I won't get back to sleep, but toss and turn and pretend I will anyway. As soon as I open my eyes, I can see the neighbors in their backyard through the inch-crack of light creeping through between my windowsill and blinds.
A car pulls up outside with a loud engine and loud music. I lay in bed thinking to myself, and then roll back over to face my window.
THe music gets louder as I hear a car door open and hear conversation between a few young men. My neighbors must be home. I grumble and turn back over, throwing my pillow over my ears in hopes of a few more minutes of rest.
And this is how my days start every weekend. Ta-da.
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